October 7, 2011

Wow! It seems as if it has been forever since I have come here to write. Life is full. Life is keeping my busy.

Communication with my parents consists of extremely sporadic emails from my father that do not tell me how my mother is doing with her melanoma. In fact, the only information I get is about the weather and the fact that he enjoyed his birthday. He did thank me for wishing him a Happy Birthday.  I just really don’t think it is going to go anywhere, but I will keep trying. Until one of us dies there is a chance. Maybe my love will wear them down…maybe not. That is OK. I still won’t call them or give them phone number and address.  My boundaries are high and my honey totally supports me in that. It is their call…and their loss.

I am drawing ever closer to YHVH. In fact, this being Yom Kippur, I am really taking a closer look at my heart connection to the Creator. He has done SO much in my life. Without Him, I would definitely NOT be doing as well as I am.

I haven’t been able to read other blogs for a while. Oh, I read one here and there…an occasional post or few, but I just don’t have the time to follow anyone consistently anymore. I think of everyone I have met online and they all hold special places in my heart.

Healthwise, I am doing OK, but I am definitely struggling with being unfit. It seems like I have little to no energy a lot of the time. I also feel unwell off and on. I just keep trying to work on getting into shape…in little bits and pieces. This is typically a tough month for me. It has not been too bad this year, but I definitely noticed it. My muscles started tightening up and sometimes it is difficult to breathe deeply because of it. I will get through this year just as I have all the previous years. I really can’t complain. I gotta run. Be back soon!


  1. It is really cool to be living more in the present than the past.

    • Yes…it is. It is not that the past no longer exists, but I have been able to move forward enough in my healing that it no longer completely runs my life!

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