Arranged Marriages

August 3, 2020

It is not unusual for occultic groups to arrange marriages. It can be an alliance marriage intended to bring greater power to both groups as they partner together. It can be a convenience marriage to keep two rival groups from ripping each other apart. I don’t really know which one mine was.

Groups will often pretend to be enemies in order to keep loyalty alive in their members. There is so much deception, it makes it hard to know what is truth and what is not. My family and his family did not get along. There was a constant attempt to manipulate us from both sides. Of course, at the time, I thought this was just normal DIL/MIL, SIL/MIL stuff. I had not yet had memory recall and did not know the fuller story.

Looking back from this side of recall, our whole relationship was rather bizarre. The way we met, the way it played out, our engagement, our wedding, our marriage. The whole thing had elements of the weird in it.

When I got memory recall and my therapist and I started to look at my marriage and things I was remembering, it became pretty evident that it was most likely an alliance marriage. This was strengthened by memories and information that seemed to indicate I have a higher “bloodline” than ordinary members. I had status. Can I prove it? No. But everything in me says it is true. It fits.

Whether the two families were pretending to not get along or whether the truly did not get along, I don’t know. It doesn’t really matter. The effect was the same on him and I. We were constantly off balance and spending time and energy (or at least I was… I can only speak for myself) on trying to keep the peace and get along with both of them. I was at odds with my own family and at odds with his. The constant vying for loyalty made life very challenging… to say the least.

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