Posts Tagged ‘doing well’

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Life Is Good…

August 4, 2012

Life is good…I cannot complain. I am growing spiritually and some mighty big changes might be around the corner. Right now I am pretty tired and is late, but I just wanted to check in. I talking to my former therapist once a month. That feels good. It isn’t really therapy. In fact, I don’t know that it ever really has been. She was always an amazing, understanding support to me. It is nice to just be able to check in with her. I do still miss being able to see her. It always felt more like visiting with a mentor than it did seeing a therapist.

Life is good…I am slowly getting into a bit of a routine even though hubby works a really odd schedule that is practically no schedule at all. I pretty much get up around the same time every day…regardless of when I go to bed. That is a step in the right direction. Every once in a while I oversleep, but I think I am just catching up on my sleep from the nights when I don’t quite get enough.

Life is good…I am loved by my husband and children. I am loved by the L-rd G-d of Heaven and earth. I know who I am…even if I am still a bit amnesic. The amnesia does not really bother me. I know who I am. I know enough about what I have been through that the rest does not matter. I do admit that it still feels kind of weird not remembering living with my sister. But what I do remember does not encourage me to want to remember any more.

Life is good…my body seems to be healing. (I will claim that it is.) I am at peace with my G-d, with myself and with my fellow-man. Although there are some who have issue with me…I am OK with that. I am OK with seeing things differently. I am OK with agreeing to disagree. For me, disagreeing does not mean being disagreeable. It just means being different.

Life is good…my world may be changing in a big way again…soon. Although I am not a huge fan of change, there are changes that are very good. If this one happens…it will be very good.

Life is good…I feel my creativity is sparking up again. I like that. It is fun. I am being challenged in some areas and I am holding my own. That feels good. I am doing OK. Yay!

Life is good…I feel SAFE! I hope you do, too.

I hope that life is good for you, too.

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Doing Well

December 13, 2008

I’ve been doing really well. It’s nice to have a time when I am feeling good…and strong. I never know how long it will last, but it sure is nice while it is here.

Tonight, I am feeling a bit triggered, but I don’t know why. This is typical for me. I just seem to get hit out of the blue. I wish I could pinpoint more of what the triggers are. Then, maybe I could work through them.

I have not seen a therapist now since October 29th. I am handling it very well. I’ve been triggered a couple times or so in church, but not badly. At least I have a pretty good idea why I am triggered there, especially during communion.

Each day is a new day. I am resting in Yahweh God and trusting Him to get me through. He is very good and brings healing to me…in various ways. So long as I keep my eyes on Him and trust Him and listen to Him, I do well.

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