Posts Tagged ‘frustration’



July 28, 2010

I like to try to keep up as best I can with other people’s blogs. However, it is very frustrating when the comment process goes awry. I just tried to comment twice on someone’s blog and each time I got an error saying my ID field was left blank…and it wasn’t. I just don’t have the emotional energy to deal with trying over and over to post the same comment.

I do use Open ID, but that is a real pain to use. I much prefer to just use Name, email and URL. I don’t care if it is moderated…but I hate that I have to sign in to Open ID and then it might not even work anyway. I am trying to be interactive…but things like this make me want to cry. *sigh*

So…there’s my vent. I am now off to do something else seeing as how I don’t think I have the brain to work on the Webinar at this point.


Mother’s Day

May 9, 2009

Is hardhardHARD! I HATE Mother’s Day. I don’t feel like I have done a good enough job as a mother to be honored and I always start struggling when I think of my own childhood. So much buried. So many unanswered questions. Amnesia. Emotional flashbacks. I am sure that recent communications with my parents are not helping. I am not sure, but I think this year is worse than last year. It is hard to say because I don’t keep track of such things. I guess I could look back through my blog and see if anything shows up. Maybe I wrote about it.

I hate going to church on Mother’s Day. It just brings up too dang many things for me. Yet, I also hate missing gathering together with other believers. The PTSD is raging…anxiety leved is very high.


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